I'm gonna puke.

I'm about to do the hardest thing that I have ever imagined.

I'm really sorry to everyone. Especially to my best friend that I lied to so many times. And the person who could have been my best friend but I screwed that one up and drug it out. And them already moving on hurts a heck of a lot more than I thought it would. I just don't want it to get rubbed in my face because I'm already doing it to myself. But that person? Really? Oh well. It should have been them all along.

Then I wouldn't have to be in Hell right now.